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hugseverycat ([personal profile] hugseverycat) wrote2022-04-19 02:55 pm
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all the things

I’m having a hard week.

Work feels relentless, even though I am objectively not that busy. It’s just there every day, you know? Every day. Every day! Every single day I have to wake up, work, eat, bathe, sleep. Even on weekends when I don’t have work I still have to get out of bed and take care of myself, take care of the pets.

Not to mention the world! World, what is happening? Why does everything feel so dire and hopeless. I had a conversation with my family over the weekend where I took everything to a depressing place by talking about how tempting it is to turn away and stop caring about the world, as it is obviously going to shit and there’s nothing I can do about it.

Sometimes being a person feels like too much, you know?

I mean, I’m okay. This isn’t a cry for help. I’m just having a hard week.