oh that breakup scene was BRUTAL! Mei Changsu's FACE! Dropping to his knees! Jingyan so absolutely furious and betrayed! It's so much.

And then the whole standing-in-the-snow scene, and the moment when Jingyan says "when I die and see xiao-Shu" -- just cut my entire heart out why don't you? aaaaaugh. This whole arc is so so good.